You don’t expect betrayal to come quietly—from the man you’ve cooked for over twenty-five years. But mine began with the fridge. Cooking was my love language. Even after twelve-hour hospital shifts, I filled our shelves with casseroles, soups, and pies.
Then, the food began to vanish—entire trays gone overnight. When I asked Randy, he just laughed. “Guess I was hungry.” The pattern continued. Shrugs. Jokes. Dismissals. My time and care reduced to “just food.”
One night, a headache sent me home early. Music blared. In the kitchen stood May—Randy’s sister—ladling my meals into a pink tote bag.
“Randy said it was fine,” she stammered. He’d given her a key. When I confronted him, he barely blinked. “She needed help. Why are you making such a big deal?” Because it wasn’t just food. It was respect, consent, partnership.
He’d let me think I was forgetful while his sister raided our home. Within days, I saw the truth: I wasn’t a partner.
I was a system—cook, clean, repeat. When I left, Randy called it “divorcing over leftovers.” But what he’d thrown away were offerings—pieces of love and time he never valued.
Now, I live alone. I take ceramics, walk slowly, cook just for me. I kept the video of May’s pink tote as a reminder: love isn’t permission to take without asking.
It’s choice, respect, and care. I still cook—but only for those who taste the love in every bite, including myself.
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